Wednesday 30 December 2009

Last 2009-post

Already one year gone. Too fast isn't it? So tomorrow I'll be going to one of my friend's home. We'll eat dinner and party until we can't stand up, I think. I've bought a champagne, rosé, Alexandre Bonnet. I hope it tastes good, it looks tasty anyway (^^).
And tomorrow I'll wear high heels, I wonder how that'll go... Wish me luck.

This year has been eventful. I've been to two-days GLAY concert, my first ONE OK ROCK live, met many old friends, some I haven't met in 10 yrs. My skaters have developed a lot during this one year. I hope they'll become much better this coming year too. Some will start competing for the first time. Well not exactly first time, but official competition will be first time.

What I feel is that me myself haven't developed so much, I haven't gone forward, nor backward. It feels like my life have just got stuck. I want to move on, but I don't know how, what I will start with. Maybe I don't have the courage, or maybe I'm just lost. I don't know. But somehow I just stand where I stood last year, it feels like that.
I have to start studying something this coming year, I think so anyway. But I don't know what. And I really have to get starting with my driving. I have to get the driver's licence this coming year, I can't push it anymore, or it will end nothing.

The thing is, I've got so many things I wanna do.


Happy New Year!

Thursday 24 December 2009

Merry X'mas!


~* Merry Christmas! *~


Friday 4 December 2009

Cold again

I didn't think I'll get the cold twice! I rarely get cold more than once every winter. But yesterday, I even got fever... Now it's better, much better, but not totally recovered. I was going to be at the skating rink today, but couldn't go. Tomorrow is my youngest brother's birthday.

I have to find music to at least half my group, which means 3-4 skaters. I'll start with programs to them soon, but haven't find music to everyone. I have at least to those I'll start with first, I hope I can make good programs, it was a while ago I did one...

Nothing much...bye then.

Monday 16 November 2009

many things

Oh damn... Days are just running past and I can't see the near future...
I'm totally floating around in nothing-ness. And there are problems after problems in our club. Would the club ever become any better?? I do love working as a coach, but sometimes it feels like you're doing a job and no one seems to respond... My group are going quite well lately, but there are some things missing...

Anyway.. I have a huge need of love, yes falling in love. When will that happen?

So many things I haven't done lately, and some things I should have done earlier but still haven't done. Like sending one of my friends some stuff, sending another friend a CD-rom with pics, and probably other stuff I can't remember now.

And my thoughts are always spinning around in my head, future, studies, what to do, how to, when, maybe, maybe not, driver's license, sport, love?, photo, work, ..., ....
Gaah, getting crazy like every day... Lost, totally.

Oh, 1 am, I have to sleep. So bye

Friday 13 November 2009

"Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer"

ONE OK ROCK has finally announced their next single! It's going to be released next year on the 3rd February, so it's quite a long time ahead. But whatever, I'm so happy!! It's the new song they've been playing during the Overcome Emotion Tour. "Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer".
Totally awesome song, and I can't wait to hear it again!! (^O^)


Tomorrow is a skating competition early in the morning. I'll have to wake up around 6 am, tomorrow and on sunday. Two early mornings in a row....hate it...
So I'll have to go to sleep soon.

Saturday 31 October 2009

This Is It.


Today I saw it.
It was wonderful.
It was awesome.
I can't imagine how it would have been live with everything ready.
He's really special.
He couldn't stop singing and dancing even if he said to save his voice.
He was the same, nothing had changed for so many years.
Every move, every dance step, every tone and voice.
It must've been really an adventure working with him, now and then.
MJ is the biggest, and will always be.
Rest In Peace.
I couldn't stop being surprised on every song, it was really a big show.
I'm so glad they filmed so much so that we fans all over the world got the chance to see what he was planning.
He knew everything, he knew exactly how he wanted it.
Nothing was missing out, every single tone and rhythm was there, had to be there.
I had a wonderful time, and so good to hear the music in a big cinema, I could hear everything.
Thanks for leaving wonderful things Michael.

Saturday 24 October 2009

Lots of things

Wow.. I haven't written in more than a month...!
Quite much has happened since last time. I've had so much to do, and all this stuff I was busy with is only figure skating. Yep, we have issues all the time at our club. We've "moved" out from our place that we've had ever since I-have-no-idea. Now we have our so-called office in an another room just outside the one we had until now. And our coach dressing room has been moved down to a small room outside the entrance to the ice rink. The previous boys dressing room. So small we barely can have all our stuff there...! The lightning in that room is awful too. But ah, we only take our skating shoes on and off there, not a place we "hang out" longer than some 10 minutes or so. Our previous dressing room had a window to the rink, so you could watch when the skaters started to go on the ice etc. But anyway. We got more ice hours now.

And the skating school has begun, but there are so much less kids this time than the previous season... I hope our economy will go round without problem... But the information has been awful too. It's because we've changed people and the new "staff" isn't getting the whole thing yet, so that's why it's been problems after problems. I think that's one of the reasons we have less kids, the info hasn't arrived on time, and people are planning other stuff instead.
Anyway, I think it's starting to getting better now. Still much to do, but not as much as at the start.

Well, tomorrow we change the time into winter time, or standard time. I hope everyone remembers, or they'll come to the rink one hour earlier... Not my problem, I've informed the coaches at least.

Oh, it's already the last week in October. Geez, I can't believe how fast the time goes...! It makes me sick....honestly. It feels like my life will go so fast that I'll end up doing nothing, becoming no one. The future bugs me all the time. Why can't I choose a path and go?

Oh yeah, I started to read the manga "BECK" (I ended it today). It's about a band called BECK after one of the guitarist's dog. They're young guys trying to make it in the Japanese music industry, but always gets pushed back because of a leading music producer. Very interesting, kept me busy the last two weeks or so. Sad it's ended.

Ok I don't have time to sit here and write. Have to take a shower before going to sleep, but before that, I have to print some documents, and probably walk our doggie 'cause no one else don't want to do that...

I think I'm a pro at writing weird and not-so-good blog entries.... This one is also a total fail. But I don't care. Just writing to get things out of my head from time to time. And now I've got like 1% out of my head. The rest, well, dunno when I'll write it down...
But for now, this has to do. The dog is yelling, wants to go out, I have to go...
Bye then.

PS. Oh, forgot to write, I can play GLAY's "I am xxx" on bass now. So bad, I've only learned one single song since I arrived home....have to work harder...

Thursday 17 September 2009

ONE OK ROCK - OVERCOME EMOTION 2009

I wrote this yesterday, my body still aches here and there..!!



OOOOHH!!! IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!!

And today my muscles here and there aches...heh...I was jumping and waving and moving every single second so..haha

Ok, I have almost everything in my head, I'll see if I can get everything down here too. It'll be a looooong report, so start read when you know you got plenty of time, So you who are in hurry..maybe read later..? or get late ;P hehe

Show: OVERCOME EMOTION TOUR 2009
Band: ONE OK ROCK
Place: Kumamoto DRUM BE-9, Japan
Date: 2009.09.15, tue
Time: 19:00

So. I was on Kumamoto DRUM BE-9 show, I had made some friends at mixi (japanese community) who also would attend this show. One of them, a girl in high school years (around 4-5 yrs younger than me then), said that she and her friends would go to the live house early to see them coming. I wasn't sure if I would go, I mean the show would start 7pm and she was planning to be there around 1pm..!! But, since I didn't have any plans that day and since I would never experience something likely in near future, why not?

So I went there around 1pm, and found her and her two friends. OOR where just unpacking things from the big car, yes, the members too. Taka had a mask on, the others weren't. Toru had gotten his hair blond, Ryota had a little beard, Tomoya was the same. There were a few other girls there too, and two of them had been on other shows earlier this month. We just stand there and watched them pulling every stuff out of the car, my friend Kazumi said "Oh, I so wanna go and help them :P". But they went in, took the elevator downstairs and didn't appear. So a few girls went other place, we sat down near the entrance talking.

And after some 20 min or something, Ryota came out with a cig on his right hand and some small papers on his other hand. We took our cameras and pens and papers and followed him, asked if he could write his autograph and take pics with us. He said he was in a hurry so if we do it fast. So every one of us got an autograph and a pic of him and oneself <3 Then he started to walk as one of my friends said "Hm..where did my pen go??" and we looked and I said "Oh, Ryota took it xD" So two of us ran to him and asked for the pen xD

After that, Ryota came back, and there were no motions at all for some hour. We talked stuff, and it appeared that three of four of us were playing bass (including me), the last girl plays guitar. So we talked music stuff too, it was fun!

Then I don't know how much time ran, but Taka came out with a staff, so we asked for autographs but he said "When I return if it's okay?", so we said it was okay and had our hopes waiting.

After a while, Ryota and Tomoya came out with masks and started to jog, so we waited for their return, and they came back some 10mins from the other way. We took our stuff and asked Tomoya for autographs and photos. We got both and he posed with the mask on xD unfortunately... But we were so excited that we even got to meet him so, we were quite satisfied anyway. But Taka didn't came back for a looong while, we wondered what really happened.

But after a loong wait he came back, so we went to him. He was very polite and asked if we were students, I said I wasn't. He asked "what happened with school? It's important to go you know" and they were "Yeah, we know but today we just couldn't be there because of the show." And he said "Well, I didn't go to school sometimes too, hehe". He shaked hands with everyone of us, wrote autographs and took pics and just was very open and polite! He was shorter than I expected, probably about 1m65cm or something, definitely not over 1m70cm. The two guys who were friends of Kazumi were much bigger in heigh than Taka, both high schoolers. And so he went towards the entrance, was polite to the other fans who were outside. Much service :) The thing I was regretting so much was that I didn't told him I came all the way from Sweden when we talked. Why the hell didn't I say???

We waited for the last one, the leader Toru, but he never showed up. Some more people came, but not many. They started to sell tour goods, I bought the pink T-shirt and two towels, should've bought the other T-shirt instead, but I had to think of money, so...When we bought our T-shirts, we went to nearest convenience store to change into the tour T-shirts, buy something to eat. My friends hadn't eaten since morning, or Kazumi didn't even eat breakfast that day..!!

So it neared the time to get inside, we got lined up, numbers 1-50 first, 51-100 second and me in 101-150 row, my friends in 150-up. We got inside after a wait, fortunately there were still some lockers left to put our bags in, and then we stand. First we stood in the middle, two long people in front of us shorties... Then some polite fans said we could go in front of them, one step down (it was small steps, so that people in the back stood over the people ahead). When the opening music started, me and two friends were able to get forward a bit, so we stood in the middle a bit in front, but on a step so that we could see over the heads in front of us. Very good place in my opinion, maybe the best too.

The members came in, I thought that it would get tighter around me, but either the fans wasn't so pushy or there weren't so many people wanting to get in the front. So we had some space, the airconditioner could blow air around us, so much space. So, the songs were the following. The order isn't right, I don't know if I will be able to get the correct setlist, but better this than nothing:

The songs that were played this show:
CONVINCING
MelodyLineの死亡率 (Melody Line no Shibouritsu)
燦さん星 (San san boshi)
20 years old
(You can do) Everything
Reflection
存在証明 (Sonzai shoumei)
My sweet baby
Crazy Botch
努努 (Yume Yume)
Living dolls
新曲〓 (New song, no title heard)
恋ノアイボウ心ノクピド (Koi no Aibou, Kokoro no Cupido)
Viva Violent Fellow~美しきモッシュピット~ (Utsukushiki Moshpit)
必然メーカー (Hitsuzen Maker)
内秘心書 (Naihi shinsho)
Encore - keep it real

At the first MC, Taka spoke about they being happy that there were so many people coming to their "first one man tour". He said "first time" and "first tour", "let me introduce for the first time". The band really has put this as a brand new start, after the incident with Alex. They've come out as a new band. So Taka said stuff like "It makes me so happy that you know the songs already even if this is our first appearance". (OK, for me it was the first time to see them live, except the live dvds I've seen).

The second MC, Toru started talking about their Kumamoto experience. It was the first time for them to come here, so they had walked the arcade the day before (I'm walking there almost every day, EXCEPT this day they were walking! xO )

Toru spoke about them eating Basashi (Raw horse meat, Kumamoto's famous food, I haven't tasted it yet, but it is said to be delicious, though people may think of the horse itself and can't eat, Toru and Taka also said that during the MC). They liked it, but some of their staff couldn't eat it because they were thinking of horses running happily..haha

During Crazy Botch, Taka started their member introduction. Like "On bass we have....RYOTA" etc.

I don't remember when, but Taka asked the audience who were from Kumamoto, many hands raised, as expected, but he also said "Ok, so there are people from elsewhere too". And I was screaming "SWEDEN!!" and people around me were like "whoaa!" And Taka and Toru were like "What? Sweden?? 8O" Taka asked once again "What did you say you were from?" And I said "Sweden :)" Toru said, "How international!" Taka said "Yeah, Sweden, far away..!". And then a girl from the back said "China!" Taka said "Oh, China! Isn't that faraway too??" And he continues "How do you say, Nihao ma?" and the girl said "Yeah, Nihao ma" and Toru asked "What does that mean?" The girl said "Good day", and they were like "Aaah!".So I had the chance to say that people from overseas also love them ;) (Because I had this regret from earlier today that I didn't tell Taka I was from elsewhere :P)

The tension wasn't that high in the audience, like during the small pauses they had when they drank water and changed instruments, no one screamed member names or yelled happily or anything... So that was kinda boring, I'm so used that people scream member names and stuff during the silent moments. And I think OOR was used to it too, because they said "We were in Shikoku (a part of Japan) and the audience were easy to communicate with. You know we're from Tokyo, and the atmosphere here (Kumamoto) and there are different, the people are a bit different too." So I think OOR also felt that the tension was a bit different. Maybe because there were many young fans that attended their show for the first time, also there were elder fans (like mother-age fans). But Taka and Toru said that they were happy to see that there were a lot of guys here. And as I saw too, there were quite many guys here and there and I was happy for that too, I mean their music is that type that can be heard by both genders, maybe more guys-music in my opinion... Anyway.. The tension was eeh... But not mine, and some few others too. I was screaming "yeeaah, woooo!!" and stuff, jumping, head banging and all :P So the fan behind me pushed me lightly on my back from time to time when I was too close. So I said "I'm sorry I'm so high tensioned and jumping so much! If I hit you, I'm really sorry!! x)" But the fan was very polite and she said "It's okay :)", such a sweet person!! (Usually people get upset, but not her :) )

OOR throwed away a towel, Toru a pick that hit a guy near us, but the polite fan behind me finally found the pick, and I'm glad it was her that found it :)Tomoya throwed away both his drum sticks, one girl from earlier today (that had been on other shows earlier this month) had catched it... I couldn't catch anything, but I'm happy I got autographs and pics with three members xD

The encore call was different, I thought it would be like usual "Ecore! Encore!" with claps. But this one was fast as hell! "Wan-oku!" clap-clap-clap in high speed I couldn't catch up some times, and hadn't the strenght to scream everytime either.
They came out and ended with "keep it real". So happy to hear that song!!

OOOH!! I CAN'T FORGET! :D
Taka took the guitar and played-singed two or three songs with it at the beginning. But he later said it's too hard to play and sing at the same time, so he won't take the guitar from now on (from that point at the show to the end of the show, he'll probably play it at the other shows too). I totally understand him, I can't play bass and sing at the same time either, it ends up me singing the same tone as I'm playing the bass xD
But Taka made it anyway ;)

At one MC (Sorry, memories pop up here and there...and I'm writing as I remember, so the order isn't like this AT ALL). Ok, start from the top, at one MC Taka started to talk about their beginnig and all, I wrote somewhere at the start, he talked about, even if one person couldn't make the dream come true, one could find another way in life even if one maybe not likes oneself at that point. They didn't way Alex's name once, but you knew Taka was talking about Alex. He also said that after this tragic incident, it all went white inside the head and they didn't know how to deal, how to go forward at all, putting the ongoing tour a sudden end.But that they're happy so many people came.

In my opinion, I think they are really fast, I mean less than half a year and they're on foot again! It's amazing! And I'm very happy about it too!! It's probably not easy at all to get on feet again after what happend. But Taka also said that something like this maybe should happen, or it won't be natural at all. And he's probably right, I mean we've seen much worse things happen to other rock bands during years, but that's "Rock". It's a part of Rock. Ok, back on track now.

So it ended with "keep it real" and we stood there and just jumping out of happiness of this great show and everything, so high tensioned!! We got our stuff and got a drink. Even if the airconditioner was on all the time, it went very hot and the sweat was dropping everywhere all the time, clothes getting all wet and stuff. But I was quite happy it wasn't that pushy during the show. I've heard that it was very pushy at shows like the one in Tokyo. So I was expecting worse, but it was good and safe.

We got outside and was walking towards bus stations and bicycles, took some purikuras before saying goodbye to everyone.
I had missed my bus with 5min, the last bus going 45min later, so I walked back to the arcade, got inside the Mister Donut, ate my dinner and got back to the bus station. All the time, the day spinned inside my head making me smile hehe.

And today my body aches, mostly my neck and sides... but it's a happy me!

Tuesday 8 September 2009

School drama

Now I've seen both ROOKIES -Sotsugyo- and Gokusen The Movie. Next week I'll go and watch Tajomaru.
And also, it's only a week left until ONE OK ROCK Live! (^O^)

Tuesday 1 September 2009

Me

So I get one year older.

Saturday 22 August 2009

Puzzle and things.

I'm in Kyuushuu right now, and it's so hot every day that I don't wanna go outside... Well, I've kind of bought pretty much everything I wanted in Tokyo already, so even if I go out to the shops, I can't buy so much anyway, I won't be able to take everything home.
So, I'm kinda doing nothing these past days, surfing on the Internet, but nothing much to do more than eat stuff all the time. Not good.

Oh, yeah, I finished a 300 micro piece puzzle today. I sat almost the whole yesterday doing it, and today I finished it. The hard thing with this one was that there were many pieces with the same color, looked just alike. That made the puzzle hard to finish. Well, I have to take everything down before going home, so I'll have to fight the puzzle again when I'm back home again, haha... killing some time.

I hope the magazines I bought on Amazon will arrive soon, I want something to read. But the mail said that the mags will arrive next weekend...

I've planned to go to the cinema on wednesday (ladies day and it gets cheaper) to watch ROOKIES Sotsugyou, it will stop showing soon, and I really want to watch it. And some day I probably will watch Gokusen too. I want to watch Kamui too, but it starts the day before I go home, I won't have time to go and watch it since I have to wake up like 3am the day after. While talking movies, Oguri Shun's Tajomaru will start in September I think, that one must I see too. Aah, got many movies I want to watch! But mostly I want to watch Oto-na-ri with Okada Junichi, but I don't know if it's still shown here in Kyuushuu...

Thanks from me....

Wednesday 19 August 2009

GLAY to Vacation!

Yes, two full days of GLAY, in Yokohama Nissan Stadium.
2009.08.15 ROCK theme
2009.08.16 LOVE theme
I'm still tired, I don't know why, and I have only "sleep" in my mind right now, so I'll copy what I wrote in an another site:


2009.08.15 ROCK

So, I begin as it all started. I woke up, still couldn't understand that I was going to see them live after 5 years since the last time.
My friend couldn't go this this time because she was going to a family vacation and couldn't make it to time. So one of my G-friends on mixi (a Japanese community) wanted to go. Both of us play electric bass and likes GLAY, so it was perfect. He's never been on a GLAY concert before though, so I was happy to be able to drag him to one.
3pm they were going to let people in to the stadium, 5pm the concert would start. But the goods were going to start selling from 11am. I thought that they were going to have so much goods that we could get there later. So Shu (the G-friend) and I met up at the station 1pm. As we went there, there were a lots of people who stood in a big line for the goods stands. We also went there, the line was so long that you really couldn't see the stands. And the sun was up high. Yeah, the weather was totally awesome!!! If you weren't standing in that f*cking line. haha. Sunny all the way to the night, no clouds, both days.

Anyway, we stood there for like almost 3 hours. And when we made it to the stands, so many things were sold out. I felt stupid to stand there for so long, and not getting the things I wanted. So I swore to myself that I must go there so much earlier the day after.
The time were around 4pm when we finally were finished with the goods. We got inside. Our seats were arena seats, around in the middle to the Hisashi side. The set was really like a Hotel, and there were a road from the main stage, around the arena seats near the stand seats, back to the main stage. Like a running track. Teru said it were 500 metres long.

After a while, the whole thing was going to start. It started with a brass orchestra stading on a long row at the main stage, playing. Then the MC says in the speaker "And now a message from the Hotel GLAY owner". Some black suited people came in and the Takuro in a white suit. The whole arena gone wild! Takuro started to speak. He said thanks for you all to come, spoke about what the 15th anniversary mean for them as a band. Also to enjoy this show, "GLAY to Vacation" = "GREAT Vacation".

Takuro went backstage, and a short film presenting the members began showing at the big screens, of course with the theme Hotel. Then the members came in. As I'm a short person, it was hard for me to see the stage from where I were. But Hisashi's hair was silver and big!! And they started with "GREAT VACATION".

The setlist for the first day, ROCK:
HOTEL GLAY Opening Ceremony
01.GREAT VACATION
02.LAYLA
<MC>
03.GLOBAL COMMUNICATION
04.MERMAID
05.latour~震える拳が掴むもの~
06.ROCK'NROLL SWINDLE
<MC>
07.STREET LIFE 08.RUN
<MC>
09.julia
<MC>
10.STARLESS NIGHT
<MC>(MC Toshi, Sei-chan, Takuro, Hisashi, Jiro, Teru)
11.THE BIRTHDAY GIRL
<MC>
12.つづれ織り~so far and yet so close~ (Tsuzureori)
<SE>
13.Synchronicity
14.I am xxx
15.HIGHCOMMUNICATION
16.VERB
17.ピーク果てしなく ソウル限りなく (Peak hateshi naku, Soul kagiri naku)
18.BEAUTIFUL DREAMER
<MC>
19.SAY YOUR DREAM

アンコール
01.SHUTTER SPEEDSのテーマ
02.ACID HEAD

After "Layla" (I think), we did waves, first the stading seats and then the arena seats. It was awesome!!
During "Global Communication", big balloons in different colors were thrown into the arena, but none came to our seats. It was beautiful to watch though!

MC before "Street Life", Teru told us about the hard time the've been through during the years, and thanked everyone who supported them.

After "RUN", Teru and Takuro got to our side of the arena, where they sat down on two seats some meters higher than us, Takuro telling about this coming song "julia". It's a first version of their debut song "RAIN", like a ballad version with two guitars. Teru said "Oh, so nice to hold a guitar, soo nice!".

After "Starless Night" the whole band with Toshi and Sei-chan went to the back of the arena, were there was a smaller stage, there Teru gave the word to every one of them starting Toshi, Sei-chan, Takuro, Hisashi, Jiro. I couldn't see so much here either, damn my heigh... But Shu saw quite much, he's so much higher than me..

During "Peak hateshi naku..." (I think), they shoot out those glittery bands all over the arena, I catched two. They were blue at one side and white at the other side with "the Great Vacation" logo on it.

Waiting for the encore, GLAY characters appeared on the screens saying to the crowd to do some exercise while waiting for the encore. After the exercise, the whole arena was shut down, no lights. And then the announcer said (Takuro) through the speakers "It appears that the Hotel has come across some problems, please do not panic and remain on your place". The staff around the whole arena lights up their flashlights like alarms. Then a movie starts on the screens, where you see Takuro with a light, trying to find the problem. He speaks trough a walkie talkie to the other members. Teru appears, also Jiro, both in different places searching for the problems. And then Hisashi appears at a different place eating noodles. The other members working hard, but Hisashi still eating. The members fixing problems, Hisashi now eating a banana. And so it continues, until Takuro lights the Hotel up. Slowly the lights get lighter.

The members return, now with the tour T-shirts.
"Shutter Speeds" and "Acid Head" was played, the members thanked the whole crowd and staff, and they walked the whole road thanking every side of the road. They also throwed picks. And last but not least, we all hold hands together, and did "1, 2, 3, JUMP!!" everyone together. Then they got backstage.
A movie with pics and videos from their early years until now were shown, and the concert ended.

I had written message to every member, so I gave it to one of the staff members, I think they received them because the next day, Teru shouted where people were from, and the last question was "People from overseas?" and I screamed. But it felt like it was only me....

It was a lots of people going home, so I thought that I won't get home early, but I got home earlier than I thought.

I was quite tired, so I thought that I was gonna sleep very well, but hell no, I couldn't sleep at all!! I think I slept a short time, but the rest of the time I was awake.


2009.08.16 LOVE

So I woke up, and did go earlier this time to be able to get the goods I wanted and couldn't get the day before. I was there around 11:30am, the goods stands were going to open 12am, but it was already a looooong line... But I had gone to the LiB CAFE were I got a stamp, with that you could get a "Hisashi produced RX-72 Sticker". That line was so much shorter, so I lined up there. It started just a few minutes earlier so I got a sticker, then ran to the end of the goods line.
But the line was so much faster than yesterday. Unfortunately, all the T-shirts in my size had ended, even though I was there early... Anyway, I got many goods I wanted but was sold out the day after.

And after that, I met up with my friend. She and I had went together to the concert 5 years ago. So I was very happy to be able to go with her again!! We went to eat lunch, bought water to drink, and then got to the arena. This time our seats were on the 2nd floor. I thought that it may be not the best seats, but when we got to the seat, stand 2nd floor 1st row, the view was awesome!!! I could finally see the whole 500m road, main stage and a great view to the back stage.

This time the opening was different. This time it was Takuro who was informing through the speakers. And the opening movie from yesterday started, with small detailed difference from yesterday. And the members appeared, all in white.

The setlist for 2009.08.16 LOVE:
01.GREAT VACATION
02.ビリビリクラッシュメン (Biri biri Crashmen)
<MC>
03.グロリアス (Glorious)
04.SOUL LOVE
05.summer FM
<MC>
06.サバイバル (Survival)
07.Cynical
08.千ノナイフガ胸ヲ刺ス (Sen no naifu ga mune wo sasu)
<MC>
09.ずっと2人で・・・ (Zutto futari de)
10.HOWEVER
<MC>
11.julia
12.More than Love
<MC>(MC Toshi, Sei-chan, Takuro, Hisashi, Jiro, Teru)
13.生きてく強さ (Ikiteku tsuyosa)
<MC>
14.誘惑 (Yuuwaku)
<SE>
15.HAPPY SWING
16.彼女の“Modern・・・” (Kanojo no Modern)
17.SHUTTER SPEEDSのテーマ
18.ACID HEAD
19.I'm in love

Encore
01.ピーク果てしなく ソウル限りなく (Peak hateshi naku, Soul kagiri naku)
02.BEAUTIFUL DREAMER

This time the colorful balloons also appeared. I don't exactly remember where thou... but they didn't reach the 2nd floor, but it was very beautiful and fun to watch from above.

This time, the messages from the members were a bit longer than the previous day. And this time, I could see what the members did all the time, and they were close when they got to the back stage. And because our seats were on the first row, we saw them clearly. Very lucky because both me and my friend are very short in height :P

Before the encore, the same video with the warm-up and the shut down of the Hotel was shown.
We also did the waves. It was awesome to watch the arena seats making the waves!! So awesome!!
The glittery bands were also shot out but I couldn't catch any, there were only a few people on the 2nd floor who could catch the bands. But I got two the previous day, so I wasn't that disappointed anyway.

At the end, they walked the whole road thanking everyone again, and back to the main stage, we did the JUMP! again, and they went backstage. The video that also were shown the previous day was shown again.

After that, we went to the goods stands one more time, and as expected, all T-shirts were sold out except the child sizes... also a lot of ther things, including the post cards I waned. But I bought the stickers before going home. Maybe put one on my bass?

And then we headed to the station. All the time, we talked about the live and all the things around.

I was so happy to be able to go these two days, I thanked my friend who had gotten the tickets for me, with all my heart.

I had a great time, and I slept without no problems that night. But the thing is, I'm still very exhausted. I think I'm not still 100% rested. I was screaming and jumping and moving to the music ALL the time BOTH days!! xD haha. The only thing was that I couldn't get a tour T-shirt... I'll have to buy it online.

Sunday 26 July 2009

start packing maybe??

I've got nothing special to write about, but I just felt like writing something here...
It's not long until I'm going to Japan. I've not prepared my stuff or anything yet...I was supposed to start yesterday, but somehow it end up nothing. And I said to myself to begin today, but nah, nothing today either. Well, I've sorted out the clothes that needs to get in the washer. But nothing more. Oh, I've written a short list of what I have to take with me.
Today I bought a camera bag, the one I've been using was only for the camera, and now that I have one big zoom objective, I needed something bigger. I got a good one.

I have to contact some friends too, maybe I'll do it now before forgetting it.

Ah, this pic? Yes, I desperately wanna see 'Public Enemie' before going to Japan, but I haven't find a buddy to watch with. Maybe I'll go on my own in a near future, or I'll have to wait months to watch it...

Monday 20 July 2009

40 years since The First Step

Today, 40 years ago, these three men went to the moon, two of them, Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin landed on the moon, the first men on the moon. It's incredible, I wish I lived back then to watch it all live. I'll be able to watch parts of the journey today on TV. Well, yeah, they've shown different documentaries and stuff about Apollo 11 and the whole land-on-moon thing for some days. But I always get so facinated and excited when I watch these programs. Today, they'll show hours of this (^O^).

And I've watched more Star Wars lately. They showed Episode VI on TV two days ago, and yesterday I sat and watched Episode IV. Mark Hamill (Luke) looked so young in IV compared to VI! Now I have Episode I and V left to watch. Yeah, I watch them in a weird order... I wasn't planning on watching them like this, but ah, it's fine anyway. I'll see when I'll watch the last two episodes. Episode V was a long time... Episode I is like I remember it like yesterday. But I like it so.

Friday 17 July 2009

"Harry?!" - "Sir??"

I've finally seen Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince. I dunno why but I've wanted to watch it for a long time. And yesterday night I went and saw it. The huge auditorium was filled with people, on every chair! And because I was late getting a ticket, I got one out of two last tickets. I sat on the balcony, but I had a huge head in front of me... I tried to sit on my knees, to see if I could get a bit higher over the head, but after a while my feet hurted, and I had to sit in a different way... And so I went on during the whole movie. But it seems I sat on a better place than my friends who sat on the usual seats, but way on the back. (Yeah, they took tickets before I jumped in and wanted to go with them).

Anyway, on to the movie. I'm not good at reviews, but let's try. No spoilers.
My friends wasn't so satisfied with the movie, but I think it was better than I hoped. I mean, there wasn't so much tension in the whole thing, but they've got some bright moments here and there. And the jokes were far better than some other HP movies. What I felt was, those important moments you read in the book wasn't lifted up so much. Like "who was the half-blood prince?" or how Harry tried to figure out who the half-blood prince was, or even the moment when he got to know who it was. Those kind of important moments were not so strong in this one. I think that was the most disappointed thing in the movie.
And it felt that Lavendel Brown took a lot of space, more than Hagrid, in the movie. I barely saw Hagrid, and I love him!
But anyway, it's always hard to get a book into a movie. Not many of these that really succeeds.

Now I'm waiting desperately for Public Enemies!!

Monday 13 July 2009

"Lost a planet, Master Obi-Wan has"

Lately, I've been watching movies. And I picked up Star Wars Episode II, I love that movie. I think it's my favourite in the Star Wars Saga. The evening after I watched Episode III. It's the darkest one, and once again I realize what a sad story it's behind the whole Saga. I love the whole Star Wars Universe, I would like to visit a place like it, like Coruscant, or Naboo with the beautiful nature. I'll probably pick up Episode IV too, soon. It was a long time since I last saw it.

And soon it's been 40 years since Armstrong put his foot on the moon. On the TV, they're showing programs about the history of space crafts. Today I saw a program where they showed how it started, how USA and Russia tried to be the better one, the first one on going to space, the first one to get to the moon, the first ever to step a foot on the moon. Lots of things I already knew, but I hadn't seen the real videos so many times, that was interesting. And there were things I didn't knew about, like how many times Russia failed to get cosmonauts safely back to earth, how many times both countries actually lost their astronauts/cosmonauts. There was so many people involved, and people lost to get human beings into space. How hard it was, how much pressure for each countries to get first, win the competition about space.
It was really interesting.

So now I see the moon, tried to take some photos, but failed to take something good.
I was thinking back to the TV-program, realizing that there was a history, at the same time wondering how it felt to get there so close, to step on the moon's surface. And how much the people on earth that's been working on getting there, what they felt when the cameras filmed the moon, the earth seeing from the moon's horizon. It must've been amazing.

One of my dreams was being an astronaut.
Now I recall why I wanted to be it. And also, how hard it must be to actually make it come true. Now it's just a dream of a dream for me, daydreaming. But who knows, maybe there will be a space tourism in some years, maybe I'll be able to get to space as a tourist some day in my life. Let's hope.


PS. Btw, Harrison Ford turns 67 yrs today (13th). Congrats Han Solo!

Thursday 9 July 2009

Here I come!!

YES!!
I got an ONE OK ROCK ticket!! (^O^) I'll be going to my first OOR live! I'm so happy that I still can't believe it!
And I'm going to GLAY Nissan Stadium live too! Both days, AND definitely LiB Café too! I haven't been on a LiB Café either, so I'm so excited!!

It's raining as hell now...but I have to walk our dog...

Tuesday 7 July 2009

nostalgic? meeting

I'm quite tired right now (after some hours in an amusement park with different big rollercoasters..! xD), but I'll write a shortie.

When I was on my way to the train, I met a cyclist and looked at his face, and then I recognized it for a slight moment, but couldn't be so sure. He also seemed to recognize me, so when we past both of us turned around again and then we were sure who the other was. He even asked me if I remembered him. I mean, okay, we went to same class from 1st to 3rd class in junior level (and went on same kindergarden), so I understand that he asked to be sure. After that, we went to different schools, we met one time when we were fifthgraders, but since that, nothing. The thing is, I think we met (he said so too) one time for some years ago, when I was on my way home from the ice rink, but he was on the bike so I wasn't sure back then.
I have been wondering for ages what he's like nowadays and what he does etc. I mean we were like best friends all those three years. We always played together, had so much fun! But after going on to different schools, we lost contact.
My friend said she met him in spring, they talked some and mentioned me, so I knew he still lived in the area. I was totally surprised when we suddenly bumped into each other. Sadly I had to run to the train, so we didn't have time to talk so much, but he's finally got facebook so we'll probably chat there, I hope.
After we parted, I couldn't stop smiling for myself, I was so happy to finally met him after so many years!
Maybe it's the power of Tanabata that finally let us met? haha..

Ok, I'll go to sleep now.

Friday 26 June 2009

R.I.P. Michael Jackson


R.I.P.
Michael Jackson
I still can't believe it....

Tuesday 23 June 2009

"Overcome Emotions"

FINALLY!!

ONE OK ROCK has finally officially announced a new tour, "Overcome Emotions"!!! And hopefully I can attend one of their lives if only I can get tickets (^O^) I've been so happy all day! And getting all high tension!
I like that they've named the tour just like they've been feeling all time since that day in April. Unfortunately from now on, they're going onwards without Alex, and they haven't put anyone to replace him, I'm happy for that thou. But I wanted to see them live with all five members, but I will not complain if I can see them live even with four members!
I really hope I can get one of those tickets. Please, let one ticket get to me!

Ok, I'll go for sleep now... I just wanted to write this (^^)
Good night!
(Picture from their official site)

Saturday 20 June 2009

daydreamin'

Geez...how damn hard must it be to decide what to do next??

I've been thinking, researching, thinking again, the last couple of days about my future. I've been thinking about photography, astronomy, study abroad, writer, movie-related, etc. etc. I simply don't know what to do. Or where to go. I know I want to go somewhere else to study, but it's so expensive everywhere, and it feels like I have to plan a long time ahead before going anywhere. Work a bunch of money before starting an education somewhere.
What I know is, every world is hard, there is probably no world that is simple enough, if you want to become something big. I want to become big, I don't want to live somewhere and be there without anyone noticing. Ok, it sounds weird, but really, I can't see myself an usual daily life where every day are similar to each day. I have to have a daily life full of different things, every day has to be different, or I'll crash...

I want to go somewhere I've never been before. Cities I haven't visited, like London, NYC, or Paris?
I want to do so many things, yet I'm sitting here like always. Tired of my self.

What I feel now is, I have to start an education.
What kind of education? Where? Does it have a future? Do I see a future in it?
There's so much going on in my head. I'm going to explode soon...! And, daydreaming, I could write a whole book, or even more with all these daydreaming I'm doing day in and day out. I could do a movie with every daydream I'm having. Daydreamer=Me.

Maybe that's why I love to watch movies, I love to get into an another life, another daylife. I think I'm watching movies to get away from the present for some hour.
I'm surely a daydreamer...

Saturday 13 June 2009

oh rainy days...

So, a lot's of things have happened since we got into June.
First off, my brother graduated, and we had to prepare a lots of things for his graduation. We cleaned more than half our house (the rest was 'hidden' from public...), mum made a lots of food. After his graduation, the last practice for the skaters were two days after. As the two previous sundays, we ran. But even if it was the last practice, there were only 8 skaters...

Anyway, so now I don't work. I've got nothing to do. Which is boring.
But it's not only boreness. One of my friends who studies in GB, she came home, so me and my friend met her up for a whole day of fun things! Unfortunately the weather wasn't satisfying, it was cold and a bit rainy. But with friends, you start to forgot all those things.
We had a great time together, and we'll do it again in a near future.

I've also seen a lots of movies while the rain's been raining all the days lately.
First off, Amélie was one of the movies I really got stuck with. In a good way. I've heard the music from the movie a lots of times, 'cause it seemed to be very popular in the skating world. Lot's of girls had the beautiful part of the music. And Kristoffer Berntsson had the other music for two years as his short program. I also love the music, but hadn't had the chance to watch the movie for some reason... So my friend (who came home from GB) lend it to me. And I sat one evening to watch. I surely can't any french at all, so I had to read the subs all the time. Even so, I got into the movie for every second. And I loved it!
So artistic, different kind of story, great colors, and great camera angles. And Audrey Tatou is so cute. The part that shows her childhood at the beginning, there were quite many things I also did when I was a child. Like blowing grass to get a sound.
This movie is a must, for those who likes some different kind of movie.

I've also started to really try to find something I want to study. I've looked up a little on the net. I know that I want to study somewhere else than here. But where, I'm not sure. And also what. I love photography, but I don't think I can live on that. Or can you?
I would like to try many kinds of photography, like sport, art, people, but I can't find a good education...
Or maybe something different?? It must be something very interesting, or I can't do it.
Well well, this thinking has been going on a very long time. I know I don't want to be stuck here.

I have to book a flight soon.

Monday 25 May 2009

Celebrations!!


Today, is the day, that we always remember as the day, when GLAY major debuted, 15 years ago! (^O^)
Tomorrow, is the day, that we always remember as the birthday of GLAY's leader Takuro! (^O^)
Two days of celebration!! So I celebrate with two cupcakes, one "Orange Chocolate Chip" and one "Blueberry". I've only eaten the first one, but later today I'll grab the second! Or maybe grab it tomorrow..? Nah, it may not be as delicious as today. I'll eat it later then.

My body aches from yesterday's running. Here and there, can't walk properly but have to. So I went to the city looking for some clothes and presents for two friends that's gonna have a b-day party on saturday. It was sunny, probably over 20 degrees, I went to so many shops without finding anything good. I walked for about 4 hours, and the results were a pair of brown pilot sunglasses, a pair of light-colored chinos, two pairs of earrings for one of my friends, one book "Marley and me" for my other friend, and at last I found a onepiece, not the color I wanted, but the best one I found after so much search. Military green, I wanted something lighter in color, because it's summer. But this one was the best, so the color comes next.
After this, my legs and feet were weird, probably tired. I took a nap. It was very good.

I also sat and watched the new dorama, "MR.BRAIN" starring Kimura Takuya and Ayase Haruka, and others. I'm not a fan of KimuTaku, but I love Ayase, and it seemed like an interesting dorama. But KimuTaku always does similar characters. Even if the characters isn't that similar, he's always acting them so likely that you know every movement he does, because he's doing them in every dorama. But if you don't think of that, I might follow it.

I've heard that the swine flu has reached Tokyo. I don't know if I should go there anymore. But I have to attend Nissan Stadium live. I hope they won't cancel it due to this flu. Can't the flu just go away, end?

Sunday 24 May 2009

"It's called a lance, hellooo"

Yesterday, me and my friend watched "A Knight's Tale" with Heath Ledger. It was quite a long time since we saw it last time, so we decided to watch it yesterday, even if we knew how the movie is from the beginning to its end. But I love this movie, it's one of the few movies I can watch over and over again, without getting bored. It has so many fun moments, and so many jokes taken from the movie. I can't believe Heath Ledger isn't alive anymore...R.I.P.
Everything is just great in the movie!
We also saw behind the scenes, and deleted scenes.

And today, we had a practice. Or, running in the woods... I haven't been training for so long, probably over 2 yrs. So it was very hard for me to follow. We were running for a time, stopped to let the skaters do some exercises, ran again, exercise, ran, exercise, etc... Okay, I didn't do the exercises, but I ran almost all the time. I really hate to run, above all the sports exercises you can do. But it was kind of refreshing to run, especially with people around you. Some were dead only half way, but there were some few skaters who actually did every exercise and the running between.

In about an hour, we're going to the B-ambassador. They're doing a 'party', dunno exactly what, but dad said something about kinds celebration or something.. Anyway, I don't know what to wear, I don't have nice clothes these days... Didn't find anything good on friday when I went to look for clothes... So I'll have to end here, so that I can find something to put on.

Friday 1 May 2009

Overcome...


Today I finished reading this book: "Overcome - Alexei Yagudin". A biography of Alexei, I bought this book some years ago, but didn't have time to sit and read it. But now when I really got time, I started to read it before go to bed. But it was so exciting to read it, so I ended up reading it as soon as I had some time doing nothing. It was really interesting, and you got to know what really happened in his mind and around him during all these years until his rise as an alltime champion. Sometimes when I read the book, I watched his performances on YouTube to really understand what he meant in the book. So I was watching at the same time I was reading. It was good, because then I got the chance to watch his previous programs around 10 years ago from now.
The book was published year 2004, I think.

After reading this, I really understand now that it takes so much to really become a champion in figure skating. Looking at my brother, it seems like he's got no chance. Okay, if he only wants to participate, then okay maybe. But to really become something... And I think the same of Evgeni Plushenko, I think he was giving everything too and wanted the same thing as Alexei.


So, first of May. Time to turn the next page of the GLAY calendar of 2009. The coming two months, I'll be looking at Takuro. The last two months were Teru. Now's the leader. And it's the time when I really have to do something.

The trees and everything blooms now, everything is slightly green and I think that makes my eye still red a bit, and it's only the left eye. So I haven't been wearing my lenses today. Which means, I have to wear glasses, which means that I can't see that clear.
Oh, how much I hate to have bad eyes... I really envy my second brother, he's the only one in our family that got splendid eye sight.
Anyway, I have to go and eat something.

Wednesday 29 April 2009

Can't come up with a title...

Omg... (ok, I don't like these shorties, but I'll have to use it now.)

Time flies by, like nothing else... Here we go again, standing on the same spot, doing nothing, not getting any better.
And again, this panic feeling at the end of every month... It seems like I can't get rid of it until I know what will come up next.

Oh, I'm so negative, but it's because:
1. I have one-day lenses (usually use month-lenses) that just don't fit my eyes = I can't see clear at all, which irritates me so much.
2. Well, nothing gets better, it seems like I'm gonna be stuck here still...
3. End of the month = thoughts of what the h*ll I'm doing.
4. I still can't see anything clear
5... etc etc.
I won't continue this crap-list.

I was planning on being i Tokyo at this time! Why won't they let me go??
I'm not doing anything anyway, and it seems like I won't be studying anything next season. So why have me stuck here anyway at first place?

And the contact lenses, it's because I'm allergic to something out there, so my left eye still gets red from time to time, which means I don't want to use my monthly-lenses so they get worse. Instead it's better using dailies so that I can throw them after a day = dirt won't stuck in my eyes, if there's something on the lenses after being outside.
But I can't see!! = irritates me to the top of everything

I'll go into something nicer.
Last saturday, my friend and her sister and I went to see the Sakura-trees in town, if they have start blooming. So we took our cameras, went out and there they stood blooming for everyone. (The Sakura-festicval should have been this saturday...)
The weather was just niice, sunny, no clouds, temperature around 18 degrees. Sakuras' were beautiful, we sat there and photographed what came into the camera lens.
Just chilled, like everyone else in the park. One of the best times this month.

Here's one of the shot I took with my camera:

Tuesday 21 April 2009

FINALLY!!


YES!!

FINALLY my HAPPY SWING issue arrived today!! (^O^)

It has never been this late before...almost three weeks since they posted it.

I was gonna send a letter to the fan club again, but fortunately I had no stamps at home. I planned to go to the post office today to send it, but what a timing!

This time it's the JIRO issue, a great photo session with Jiro and snowboard as a theme. I love the photos, they're all showing how much Jiro loves snowboarding! And it also makes me wanna snowboard again.

Oh, and one of my GLAY-friends had his 'trouble' on "The Rating"-part discussed by GLAY.

This issue made my boring day happy! since I don't have any plans today...

Maybe watching some doramas I've still haven't watched?


Sunday 19 April 2009

Alexei Yagudin, and sakura.


This night, Alexei Yagudin was in my dreams... I don't know why, but I was really happy anyway! (^^) He was so handsome... <3

He's definitely welcome to enter my dreams again!


And today, mum and I went on a walk while my brother was on practice. Our dog Mio came with us, she was totally too happy to be able to walk normally. She ran and ran when we let her go free. I took my camera with me, so I've photographed when she's running like hell!


Yesterday, they had arranged a Sakura-festival in town. Well, the sakura-trees hadn't started to bloom yet... And it was so cold!! The wind blew too, and while a chorus sang a sakura-song, snow fell from the sky... I have never seen sakura together with snow..!

I meet my old classmates and teachers from the jap school. It was so freezing, so some of us decided to go somewhere. We went billiarding. It was really fun, I like billiard, even if I'm not that good...or I'm good sometimes, but I can also suck sometimes...

Anyway, it was a freezing but very fun day!


And April is already going to its end...! My panicing feeling starts to blow up again...

Wednesday 15 April 2009

oh...crap...

I didn't knew I was gonna experience more of these doing-nothing-days... Now Easter is over, and we're already in the middle of April, which means, soon May, which again gives me not so good feelings. Just the thought...
Well well, I'm still struck with this red-eye thing. My left eye is still red since almost a month ago. The result of the blood test came yesterday, I didn't understand a thing of what it wanted to tell me. Just some numbers I can't understand, but it seems like I'm allergic to some things, not like my mum, but slightly. Well, the result didn't help my eye, it's still red. And the allergic eye drops didn't do a thing. I'm not so sure if I can trust what the doctor told me. She didn't seem to have wrong, but still....

And what's more irritating is, the mail, post. Nothing wants to arrive. Not the Happy Swing issue from GLAY, not the daily contact lenses we bought on internet last week, not the clicker thing for the dog training that had to arrive at least this week, the training is tomorrow..!
So what the heck is going on with the mailing system here??
I want my mail to arrive safely and fast, but hello, nothing is happening?

Oh, I'm so negative, but the thing is, I've got headache and my eye is still red and sometimes hurts a little. And I still can't get out of here. My parents won't let me go to Tokyo....
That's the biggest thing that bugs me right now.

I have to sleep now, or I don't have to, but I can't do better things when I got headache and other bothering things going on.
Why doesn't something nice happen to me?

Saturday 4 April 2009

...doing-nothing-day.

Sigh... I haven't been doing a thing today. Just reading manga, eating stuff from time to time, playing cards on the PC... Ok, I've been practicing bass a short time. I can play one new song now, that I started practicing yesterday evening. And I've photographed Mio a couple of times.

But, I don't feel good by doing nothing for a whole day.
I've said to mum about the house I've found in Tokyo, but she only responds with "how are you gonna pay this rent? It's expensive".

I still feel bad about doing nothing... Mum took "the day off" by not doing anything special. I don't know, but it kind of infected my thoughts too...

Hope tomorrow will be better.

Friday 3 April 2009

Spring has come! Weey! (^O^)

At last! Spring has come to our late country. Sunny shining, around 10 degrees in the air, snow drops are popping out here and there. And it's already April.

I always get this panic feeling whenever a new month arrives. It hasn't been like this before, but since my life isn't steady at all, every month gives me panic. Thoughts like "what have I done for a whole month?" or "I'm still standing on the same f*cking spot in life!" are always running through my head whenever a new month begins. And so it started again.

But, this time, the skating season ended just before April, and now I have time to really do what I have to to make a move.
A move, yes. This move is, as the word say, move from here and to Tokyo. It's not going to be easy, no one has told me so. And I know, I've been thinking for it for so long. But I have to, I feel like I can't achieve anything by being here. Of course I'm teaching/coaching the skaters and do something for others. But me as a person, I'm not developing as a human being.

...I think I've been written this thing a few times before..?
So, I'll skip this, I've said same things over and over again, but in different months..hehe.

And now, I've found a place, not the cheapest, but enough. It's near to my host family and near to the center of Tokyo. It has everything without all the coin-machines you can find in other houses. The only thing is, I wanna have a single room, but it will cost too much, I think. I have to work more if I'm gonna be able to pay the rent. So a shared room with 3 others. Not the best, but I won't be able to get so many things with me anyway, so a smaller space would be enough. I'm just wondering if I'll be able to practice bass when I'm sharing with others... Of course, I'll be trying to practice when there aren't any others in the room. But then, would there be such times..?
Anyway, I'm worrying for such small things...

I've found a job, kind of... The question is, are they recruiting new staff anytime, or are they gonna contact me when they need new staff?? If the latter, the chance of having the job will be much smaller. I will have to search for other jobs... with good payment as well and much work times.

The thing that's left is, to talk with my parents of my thoughts.

The hardest thing. I've tried today, but never got the timing. Or I had a chance when me and mum went out with our dog for a walk today, but I wasn't sure how to begin... What a coward I am...(-__-)

I have to talk.


I'll practice some bass before watching the new episode of the japanese TV-show "Chocolat".

Sunday 1 March 2009

Sitting and scratching my head

This wednesday, GLAY will finally release their next single, "SAY YOUR DREAM". The song with the single's title will be 15 minutes long...! I think it'll be the longest song I'll listened to... I've already seen the first half (!) of the PV to the song. Like a short movie, has a story and a sequel, which I don't know if they'll show it on TV or only on their special site, in which you have to have a password to be able to access to it. Which you can get with the first edition of the single.

I can't wait to hear the songs! It's containing 6 songs, including two instrumentals.


This week I was off north to snowboard with my family, probably the last time since no one (except our youngest brother) wants to go there anymore. Not because it's a bad place, it's a really nice place, but if you've been there almost every year for around 10 yrs, you get bored. But it was fun this time, all members of the family went this time, including our little dog.

But fun it was, and I like snowboarding.


And now, there's only one month left of the skating season. Ok, I think there will be some practices elsewhere, but it won't be many, so I won't have anything to do. 'Cause I haven't looked for some new jobs either.
The thing is, I really wanna move to Tokyo, work there and live there, just for my own sake, so that I'll be able to develop (do you say so?) as a person. I mean, if I'm struck here at home, I won't be able to do anything, 'cause my mum will and is doing everything already, even if I'm helping her with some stuff. Yes, only SOME stuff...

But, I don't know how to convince my parents... I've tried a couple of times, but it always ends up without nothing, or just jokes or nods, looking not-interested...
Well, I'll just start with searching jobs and place to stay, I've searched from time to time, but it's been too early to really decide something for real, since I even haven't convinced my parents at all... But after the skating season, I'll be doing nothing, which means I can be moving at the time doing something good with the time, and not sit here like a dumb-ass doing nothing but scratch my head day in and day out.

...I haven't been writing English for so long, I'm forgetting easy words...! Not good, not good...


Anyway, this is where I am today, and hopefully not be next month.