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Already one year gone. Too fast isn't it? So tomorrow I'll be going to one of my friend's home. We'll eat dinner and party until we can't stand up, I think. I've bought a champagne, rosé, Alexandre Bonnet. I hope it tastes good, it looks tasty anyway (^^).
And tomorrow I'll wear high heels, I wonder how that'll go... Wish me luck.

This year has been eventful. I've been to two-days GLAY concert, my first ONE OK ROCK live, met many old friends, some I haven't met in 10 yrs. My skaters have developed a lot during this one year. I hope they'll become much better this coming year too. Some will start competing for the first time. Well not exactly first time, but official competition will be first time.

What I feel is that me myself haven't developed so much, I haven't gone forward, nor backward. It feels like my life have just got stuck. I want to move on, but I don't know how, what I will start with. Maybe I don't have the courage, or maybe I'm just lost. I don't know. But somehow I just stand where I stood last year, it feels like that.
I have to start studying something this coming year, I think so anyway. But I don't know what. And I really have to get starting with my driving. I have to get the driver's licence this coming year, I can't push it anymore, or it will end nothing.

The thing is, I've got so many things I wanna do.


Happy New Year!