many things

Oh damn... Days are just running past and I can't see the near future...
I'm totally floating around in nothing-ness. And there are problems after problems in our club. Would the club ever become any better?? I do love working as a coach, but sometimes it feels like you're doing a job and no one seems to respond... My group are going quite well lately, but there are some things missing...

Anyway.. I have a huge need of love, yes falling in love. When will that happen?

So many things I haven't done lately, and some things I should have done earlier but still haven't done. Like sending one of my friends some stuff, sending another friend a CD-rom with pics, and probably other stuff I can't remember now.

And my thoughts are always spinning around in my head, future, studies, what to do, how to, when, maybe, maybe not, driver's license, sport, love?, photo, work, ..., ....
Gaah, getting crazy like every day... Lost, totally.

Oh, 1 am, I have to sleep. So bye