Last 2009-post

Already one year gone. Too fast isn't it? So tomorrow I'll be going to one of my friend's home. We'll eat dinner and party until we can't stand up, I think. I've bought a champagne, rosé, Alexandre Bonnet. I hope it tastes good, it looks tasty anyway (^^).
And tomorrow I'll wear high heels, I wonder how that'll go... Wish me luck.

This year has been eventful. I've been to two-days GLAY concert, my first ONE OK ROCK live, met many old friends, some I haven't met in 10 yrs. My skaters have developed a lot during this one year. I hope they'll become much better this coming year too. Some will start competing for the first time. Well not exactly first time, but official competition will be first time.

What I feel is that me myself haven't developed so much, I haven't gone forward, nor backward. It feels like my life have just got stuck. I want to move on, but I don't know how, what I will start with. Maybe I don't have the courage, or maybe I'm just lost. I don't know. But somehow I just stand where I stood last year, it feels like that.
I have to start studying something this coming year, I think so anyway. But I don't know what. And I really have to get starting with my driving. I have to get the driver's licence this coming year, I can't push it anymore, or it will end nothing.

The thing is, I've got so many things I wanna do.


Happy New Year!

Merry X'mas!

~* Merry Christmas! *~

Cold again

I didn't think I'll get the cold twice! I rarely get cold more than once every winter. But yesterday, I even got fever... Now it's better, much better, but not totally recovered. I was going to be at the skating rink today, but couldn't go. Tomorrow is my youngest brother's birthday.

I have to find music to at least half my group, which means 3-4 skaters. I'll start with programs to them soon, but haven't find music to everyone. I have at least to those I'll start with first, I hope I can make good programs, it was a while ago I did one...

Nothing much...bye then.

many things

Oh damn... Days are just running past and I can't see the near future...
I'm totally floating around in nothing-ness. And there are problems after problems in our club. Would the club ever become any better?? I do love working as a coach, but sometimes it feels like you're doing a job and no one seems to respond... My group are going quite well lately, but there are some things missing...

Anyway.. I have a huge need of love, yes falling in love. When will that happen?

So many things I haven't done lately, and some things I should have done earlier but still haven't done. Like sending one of my friends some stuff, sending another friend a CD-rom with pics, and probably other stuff I can't remember now.

And my thoughts are always spinning around in my head, future, studies, what to do, how to, when, maybe, maybe not, driver's license, sport, love?, photo, work, ..., ....
Gaah, getting crazy like every day... Lost, totally.

Oh, 1 am, I have to sleep. So bye

"Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer"

ONE OK ROCK has finally announced their next single! It's going to be released next year on the 3rd February, so it's quite a long time ahead. But whatever, I'm so happy!! It's the new song they've been playing during the Overcome Emotion Tour. "Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer".
Totally awesome song, and I can't wait to hear it again!! (^O^)


Tomorrow is a skating competition early in the morning. I'll have to wake up around 6 am, tomorrow and on sunday. Two early mornings in a row....hate it...
So I'll have to go to sleep soon.

This Is It.

Today I saw it.
It was wonderful.

It was awesome.

I can't imagine how it would have been live with everything ready.

He's really special.

He couldn't stop singing and dancing even if he said to save his voice.

He was the same, nothing had changed for so many years.

Every move, every dance step, every tone and voice.

It must've been really an adventure working with him, now and then.

MJ is the biggest, and will always be.

Rest In Peace.
I couldn't stop being surprised on every song, it was really a big show.

I'm so glad they filmed so much so that we fans all over the world got the chance to see what he was planning.

He knew everything, he knew exactly how he wanted it.

Nothing was missing out, every single tone and rhythm was there, had to be there.

I had a wonderful time, and so good to hear the music in a big cinema, I could hear everything.

Thanks for leaving wonderful things Michael.

Lots of things

Wow.. I haven't written in more than a month...!
Quite much has happened since last time. I've had so much to do, and all this stuff I was busy with is only figure skating. Yep, we have issues all the time at our club. We've "moved" out from our place that we've had ever since I-have-no-idea. Now we have our so-called office in an another room just outside the one we had until now. And our coach dressing room has been moved down to a small room outside the entrance to the ice rink. The previous boys dressing room. So small we barely can have all our stuff there...! The lightning in that room is awful too. But ah, we only take our skating shoes on and off there, not a place we "hang out" longer than some 10 minutes or so. Our previous dressing room had a window to the rink, so you could watch when the skaters started to go on the ice etc. But anyway. We got more ice hours now.

And the skating school has begun, but there are so much less kids this time than the previous season... I hope our economy will go round without problem... But the information has been awful too. It's because we've changed people and the new "staff" isn't getting the whole thing yet, so that's why it's been problems after problems. I think that's one of the reasons we have less kids, the info hasn't arrived on time, and people are planning other stuff instead.
Anyway, I think it's starting to getting better now. Still much to do, but not as much as at the start.

Well, tomorrow we change the time into winter time, or standard time. I hope everyone remembers, or they'll come to the rink one hour earlier... Not my problem, I've informed the coaches at least.

Oh, it's already the last week in October. Geez, I can't believe how fast the time goes...! It makes me sick....honestly. It feels like my life will go so fast that I'll end up doing nothing, becoming no one. The future bugs me all the time. Why can't I choose a path and go?

Oh yeah, I started to read the manga "BECK" (I ended it today). It's about a band called BECK after one of the guitarist's dog. They're young guys trying to make it in the Japanese music industry, but always gets pushed back because of a leading music producer. Very interesting, kept me busy the last two weeks or so. Sad it's ended.

Ok I don't have time to sit here and write. Have to take a shower before going to sleep, but before that, I have to print some documents, and probably walk our doggie 'cause no one else don't want to do that...

I think I'm a pro at writing weird and not-so-good blog entries.... This one is also a total fail. But I don't care. Just writing to get things out of my head from time to time. And now I've got like 1% out of my head. The rest, well, dunno when I'll write it down...
But for now, this has to do. The dog is yelling, wants to go out, I have to go...
Bye then.

PS. Oh, forgot to write, I can play GLAY's "I am xxx" on bass now. So bad, I've only learned one single song since I arrived home....have to work harder...