無限の deja vu から

今夜は誰が泣いているの?
今夜は誰が笑っているの?
今夜は誰が怒っているの?
今夜は誰が祈っているの?
今夜は誰が走っているの?
今夜は誰が唄っているの?
今夜は誰が心閉ざしたの?
今夜は誰が誰を傷付けてるの?

今夜は心から愛すべき者に
ひとりひとりに花束を…

今夜は誰が生まれたの?
今夜は誰が初めて話したの?
今夜は誰が愛をくれたの?
今夜は誰が誰を幸せにしたいの?

今夜は心から愛すべき者に
ひとりひとりに花束を…

無限の deja vu から
消えない溢れた想いが
絶望と希望を抱いて
何度もダメだと思った…
何度もやれると思った…

今夜は誰が凍えているの?
今夜は誰が争っているの?
今夜は誰が倒れたの?
今夜は誰が子を弔っているの?

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who is crying tonight?
who is laughing tonight?
who is angry tonight?
who is praying tonight?
who is running tonight?
who is singing tonight?
who has closed their heart tonight?
who is hurting who tonight?

tonight, to those I love from the bottom of my heart
to each one of you, a flower bouquet...

flooded with feelings from 'Mugen no dejavu' that won't go away
I hold onto the despair and hope
so many times I thought it was impossible...
so many times I believed we could...

who is freezing tonight?
who is fighting tonight?
who has fallen tonight?
who will mourn the child tonight?

Music and Lyrics: TAKURO from GLAY

Warning: May Cause Toe-Tapping

After one intensive practice with the team, I went to see a movie with my friends. We saw this little fellow, the movie "Happy Feet". It's about a penguin, Mumble, who can't sing as the other penguins. He feels that he's an outsider, and goes away from his family. He finds other penguins, and becomes friends with five other penguins of another kind. But their thing is to dance. Instead of having a good voice, Mumble is very good at tapdance, and he gets popular among these penguins. Etc, etc.

This movie actually make me laugh in real. The things that happened in the movie can't happen in real, but it was a fun movie, and for kids it's good. It says that even if you're not the same as every one else, you would be loved as you are, even if it's not easy every time.


Now, I feel very tired. It feels like I've been running around all day (except when I was watching the movie). But I've been running with the time, looking at the clock all time.
Tomorrow, we'll have guests. As usual, my dad's friends. And as usual, I'm having a boring time... I'll have to come up with something to do tomorrow. Maybe I'll write something here (^^)
Oh, my brother bought me new earphones for my cellphone! I can now listen to music without being disturbed with earphones who doesn't want to stay in my ears! o(^v^)o
If I don't write anything here tomorrow, then I'll say:

~*Happy New Year!*~

Snow Wars

This pic is soo good, I just had to upload it here!

By the way, I can now write Japanese on my PC, so maybe I'll write in Japanese sometimes!

Updates

Now you can sign in a guestbook, or mark where you are from in a guestmap, and look at some pictures I've uploaded in a photoalbum. Everything is on the right column, just click and you're in!

And I've put in a video jukebox at the bottom of the blog. Have a look (^^)

Christmas Eve under the stars

Christmas Eve, it's very unusual for us to celebrate it only with the family, at our house. We always use to celebrate it with at least another family, who, as us, doesn't have any relatives here in Sweden. But this year, we celebrated it home. Mum cooked a turkey with rice and sauce. It was delicious. We opened our presents and had quite fun. I got a very interesting camera from my host family in Japan! I tried it as soon as I opened it! We'll see how the pictures will turn to be! I certainly think I'll be able to have some fun with it! Arigato, Miyauchi-family! (^0^)/

A Fisheye Camera. (jp)

I went on a walk with Mimmi (our Golden, picture under the text), and I was thinking how quiet it was. Almost no one was outside, no cars, only houses with lights on or off, not too cold, and a heaven almost without clouds. You could see the stars when you look up. If it weren't for all the lights on the streets and houses, probably I could see even more stars. But, I don't live in nowhere, and were only able to see only the brightest stars. But to be able to see the stars was something, because it's not been the best weather here, not easy to see the stars. Well, this night was one of the nights I could see some of the stars on heaven!

Merry Christmas everyone!

Mimmi was a bit "Christmas-sy" herself! (-.<)

Fuglesang, back to earth!

Fuglesang is back to earth! He had a safety landing on the second chance of landing. Discovery landed on Kennedy Space Center in Florida 11:32 pm Swedish time. He has already got another mission to space on his list! ESA (European Space Agency) has decided that Fuglesang is going to another mission, because of how he'd been managing this mission, which was very good! He has said that he feels good after the landing, and will spend his Christmas in Florida with his family.

What a good end for him, and a beginning of his career as an astronaut!
My opinion is, he's been working very good, and it's been his first mission to space ever. He's been waiting for so long, and at last he could fly out of our atmosphere, doing a great job at ISS. I'm impressed! And proud of him, as a Swedish citizen.

I wish him good luck on his future missions to space!

Christmas cards, stamps and...Christmas cards...

First day on my winter break, I was working with our "around-200" Christmas cards, I put stamps on every envelope, and after that, I closed all envelopes. I didn't do this with my tongue! But with a sponge, but it took me half the day. Over 100 to outside Sweden, and around 100 to people in Sweden. One stamp for abroad costs 10 swedish crowns, and more than 100 of them, plus 5 crowns for each Swedish stamps... I realized how much we spend every year on Christmas cards! If it was only for the stamps, well okay, but mum printed all cards with a colour printer from the computer, so all the papers for that, all ink, and all envelopes... If I rethink, it's quite much...

But I think it's worth it, I think most people like to get a Christmas card from someone you know, so maybe those we send our cards to are happy to get one. I hope so.. (^^)

And today, the weather is not the best, but the temperature has gone upwards, the snow I wrote about is almost gone, maybe there won't be a white Christmas after all. I think it wasn't any white Christmas last year, not on Christmas Eve, but the snow came the day after Eve. So it was a half white Christmas. In Sweden, Christmas Eve is the main day, bigger than Christmas day (the 25th december). It's on Eve when Santa Claus cames and gives everyone a present.

Only two days left till Christmas...