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This will be the last entry of the year.
I'm not good at "looking back" at the year, but this year has been eventfull. So many things have happened this year, I can't even recall everything now.
I wonder how the next year will turn out to be, I deffinitely don't wanna stay on the same spot, I want and I will be moving away from where I am now. How and when, I don't know, but I can't imagine being on the same spot for too long.

This year in short:

• Graduation parties, school's last months
• Last season with the synchronized skating team Northern Lights
• And no more skating practice for me...
• Electric Bass
• The whole Graduation itself
• The trip to Japan
• Meeting with longing friends in Tokyo
• New and best haircut
• My own digital system camera
• The whole University thing that I noticed isn't my thing, yet
• My first F in my whole life
• All the thoughts of what to do with life, EVERY day
• Trying to get a conclusion of all the thoughts
• Yet not a sure answer after around 2 years of thinking
• Hoping for an answer next year

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I can't help feeling everything is mendokusai for the moment. All these things.
I don't know why I feel this mendokusai feeling, it's just like this.
What to wear, how to look, with who to celebrate new year, etc etc.
Today, we'll have some guests, that's why we clean and make food and everything. After the dinner, I'll be heading towards my friend's appartment, where she and her sister will have a party until next day. After that, I'll see for how long I'll be staying.

And above all, the weather. Until yesterday it was quite warm, temperature around 3-5 degrees and not so bad weather. But today, it started to snow, the temperature has sunken till 1 degree and it'll surely rain or snow the whole evening and night. This weather sucks when it comes to go out. Cold and rainy. Yeah, this will be fun.

Well, Happy New Year to you all!