"Lost a planet, Master Obi-Wan has"

Lately, I've been watching movies. And I picked up Star Wars Episode II, I love that movie. I think it's my favourite in the Star Wars Saga. The evening after I watched Episode III. It's the darkest one, and once again I realize what a sad story it's behind the whole Saga. I love the whole Star Wars Universe, I would like to visit a place like it, like Coruscant, or Naboo with the beautiful nature. I'll probably pick up Episode IV too, soon. It was a long time since I last saw it.

And soon it's been 40 years since Armstrong put his foot on the moon. On the TV, they're showing programs about the history of space crafts. Today I saw a program where they showed how it started, how USA and Russia tried to be the better one, the first one on going to space, the first one to get to the moon, the first ever to step a foot on the moon. Lots of things I already knew, but I hadn't seen the real videos so many times, that was interesting. And there were things I didn't knew about, like how many times Russia failed to get cosmonauts safely back to earth, how many times both countries actually lost their astronauts/cosmonauts. There was so many people involved, and people lost to get human beings into space. How hard it was, how much pressure for each countries to get first, win the competition about space.

It was really interesting.

So now I see the moon, tried to take some photos, but failed to take something good.

I was thinking back to the TV-program, realizing that there was a history, at the same time wondering how it felt to get there so close, to step on the moon's surface. And how much the people on earth that's been working on getting there, what they felt when the cameras filmed the moon, the earth seeing from the moon's horizon. It must've been amazing.

One of my dreams was being an astronaut.

Now I recall why I wanted to be it. And also, how hard it must be to actually make it come true. Now it's just a dream of a dream for me, daydreaming. But who knows, maybe there will be a space tourism in some years, maybe I'll be able to get to space as a tourist some day in my life. Let's hope.

PS. Btw, Harrison Ford turns 67 yrs today (13th). Congrats Han Solo!

Here I come!!

YES!!
I got an ONE OK ROCK ticket!! (^O^) I'll be going to my first OOR live! I'm so happy that I still can't believe it!
And I'm going to GLAY Nissan Stadium live too! Both days, AND definitely LiB Café too! I haven't been on a LiB Café either, so I'm so excited!!

It's raining as hell now...but I have to walk our dog...

nostalgic? meeting

I'm quite tired right now (after some hours in an amusement park with different big rollercoasters..! xD), but I'll write a shortie.

When I was on my way to the train, I met a cyclist and looked at his face, and then I recognized it for a slight moment, but couldn't be so sure. He also seemed to recognize me, so when we past both of us turned around again and then we were sure who the other was. He even asked me if I remembered him. I mean, okay, we went to same class from 1st to 3rd class in junior level (and went on same kindergarden), so I understand that he asked to be sure. After that, we went to different schools, we met one time when we were fifthgraders, but since that, nothing. The thing is, I think we met (he said so too) one time for some years ago, when I was on my way home from the ice rink, but he was on the bike so I wasn't sure back then.
I have been wondering for ages what he's like nowadays and what he does etc. I mean we were like best friends all those three years. We always played together, had so much fun! But after going on to different schools, we lost contact.
My friend said she met him in spring, they talked some and mentioned me, so I knew he still lived in the area. I was totally surprised when we suddenly bumped into each other. Sadly I had to run to the train, so we didn't have time to talk so much, but he's finally got facebook so we'll probably chat there, I hope.
After we parted, I couldn't stop smiling for myself, I was so happy to finally met him after so many years!
Maybe it's the power of Tanabata that finally let us met? haha..

Ok, I'll go to sleep now.

R.I.P. Michael Jackson

R.I.P.

Michael Jackson

I still can't believe it....

"Overcome Emotions"

FINALLY!!

ONE OK ROCK has finally officially announced a new tour, "Overcome Emotions"!!! And hopefully I can attend one of their lives if only I can get tickets (^O^) I've been so happy all day! And getting all high tension!
I like that they've named the tour just like they've been feeling all time since that day in April. Unfortunately from now on, they're going onwards without Alex, and they haven't put anyone to replace him, I'm happy for that thou. But I wanted to see them live with all five members, but I will not complain if I can see them live even with four members!
I really hope I can get one of those tickets. Please, let one ticket get to me!

Ok, I'll go for sleep now... I just wanted to write this (^^)
Good night!
(Picture from their official site)

daydreamin'

Geez...how damn hard must it be to decide what to do next??

I've been thinking, researching, thinking again, the last couple of days about my future. I've been thinking about photography, astronomy, study abroad, writer, movie-related, etc. etc. I simply don't know what to do. Or where to go. I know I want to go somewhere else to study, but it's so expensive everywhere, and it feels like I have to plan a long time ahead before going anywhere. Work a bunch of money before starting an education somewhere.

What I know is, every world is hard, there is probably no world that is simple enough, if you want to become something big. I want to become big, I don't want to live somewhere and be there without anyone noticing. Ok, it sounds weird, but really, I can't see myself an usual daily life where every day are similar to each day. I have to have a daily life full of different things, every day has to be different, or I'll crash...

I want to go somewhere I've never been before. Cities I haven't visited, like London, NYC, or Paris?

I want to do so many things, yet I'm sitting here like always. Tired of my self.

What I feel now is, I have to start an education.

What kind of education? Where? Does it have a future? Do I see a future in it?

There's so much going on in my head. I'm going to explode soon...! And, daydreaming, I could write a whole book, or even more with all these daydreaming I'm doing day in and day out. I could do a movie with every daydream I'm having. Daydreamer=Me.

Maybe that's why I love to watch movies, I love to get into an another life, another daylife. I think I'm watching movies to get away from the present for some hour.

I'm surely a daydreamer...

oh rainy days...

So, a lot's of things have happened since we got into June.
First off, my brother graduated, and we had to prepare a lots of things for his graduation. We cleaned more than half our house (the rest was 'hidden' from public...), mum made a lots of food. After his graduation, the last practice for the skaters were two days after. As the two previous sundays, we ran. But even if it was the last practice, there were only 8 skaters...

Anyway, so now I don't work. I've got nothing to do. Which is boring.
But it's not only boreness. One of my friends who studies in GB, she came home, so me and my friend met her up for a whole day of fun things! Unfortunately the weather wasn't satisfying, it was cold and a bit rainy. But with friends, you start to forgot all those things.
We had a great time together, and we'll do it again in a near future.

I've also seen a lots of movies while the rain's been raining all the days lately.
First off, Amélie was one of the movies I really got stuck with. In a good way. I've heard the music from the movie a lots of times, 'cause it seemed to be very popular in the skating world. Lot's of girls had the beautiful part of the music. And Kristoffer Berntsson had the other music for two years as his short program. I also love the music, but hadn't had the chance to watch the movie for some reason... So my friend (who came home from GB) lend it to me. And I sat one evening to watch. I surely can't any french at all, so I had to read the subs all the time. Even so, I got into the movie for every second. And I loved it!
So artistic, different kind of story, great colors, and great camera angles. And Audrey Tatou is so cute. The part that shows her childhood at the beginning, there were quite many things I also did when I was a child. Like blowing grass to get a sound.
This movie is a must, for those who likes some different kind of movie.

I've also started to really try to find something I want to study. I've looked up a little on the net. I know that I want to study somewhere else than here. But where, I'm not sure. And also what. I love photography, but I don't think I can live on that. Or can you?
I would like to try many kinds of photography, like sport, art, people, but I can't find a good education...
Or maybe something different?? It must be something very interesting, or I can't do it.
Well well, this thinking has been going on a very long time. I know I don't want to be stuck here.

I have to book a flight soon.