Spring has come! Weey! (^O^)

At last! Spring has come to our late country. Sunny shining, around 10 degrees in the air, snow drops are popping out here and there. And it's already April.

I always get this panic feeling whenever a new month arrives. It hasn't been like this before, but since my life isn't steady at all, every month gives me panic. Thoughts like "what have I done for a whole month?" or "I'm still standing on the same f*cking spot in life!" are always running through my head whenever a new month begins. And so it started again.

But, this time, the skating season ended just before April, and now I have time to really do what I have to to make a move.
A move, yes. This move is, as the word say, move from here and to Tokyo. It's not going to be easy, no one has told me so. And I know, I've been thinking for it for so long. But I have to, I feel like I can't achieve anything by being here. Of course I'm teaching/coaching the skaters and do something for others. But me as a person, I'm not developing as a human being.

...I think I've been written this thing a few times before..?
So, I'll skip this, I've said same things over and over again, but in different months..hehe.

And now, I've found a place, not the cheapest, but enough. It's near to my host family and near to the center of Tokyo. It has everything without all the coin-machines you can find in other houses. The only thing is, I wanna have a single room, but it will cost too much, I think. I have to work more if I'm gonna be able to pay the rent. So a shared room with 3 others. Not the best, but I won't be able to get so many things with me anyway, so a smaller space would be enough. I'm just wondering if I'll be able to practice bass when I'm sharing with others... Of course, I'll be trying to practice when there aren't any others in the room. But then, would there be such times..?
Anyway, I'm worrying for such small things...

I've found a job, kind of... The question is, are they recruiting new staff anytime, or are they gonna contact me when they need new staff?? If the latter, the chance of having the job will be much smaller. I will have to search for other jobs... with good payment as well and much work times.

The thing that's left is, to talk with my parents of my thoughts.

The hardest thing. I've tried today, but never got the timing. Or I had a chance when me and mum went out with our dog for a walk today, but I wasn't sure how to begin... What a coward I am...(-__-)

I have to talk.


I'll practice some bass before watching the new episode of the japanese TV-show "Chocolat".

Sitting and scratching my head

This wednesday, GLAY will finally release their next single, "SAY YOUR DREAM". The song with the single's title will be 15 minutes long...! I think it'll be the longest song I'll listened to... I've already seen the first half (!) of the PV to the song. Like a short movie, has a story and a sequel, which I don't know if they'll show it on TV or only on their special site, in which you have to have a password to be able to access to it. Which you can get with the first edition of the single.

I can't wait to hear the songs! It's containing 6 songs, including two instrumentals.


This week I was off north to snowboard with my family, probably the last time since no one (except our youngest brother) wants to go there anymore. Not because it's a bad place, it's a really nice place, but if you've been there almost every year for around 10 yrs, you get bored. But it was fun this time, all members of the family went this time, including our little dog.

But fun it was, and I like snowboarding.


And now, there's only one month left of the skating season. Ok, I think there will be some practices elsewhere, but it won't be many, so I won't have anything to do. 'Cause I haven't looked for some new jobs either.
The thing is, I really wanna move to Tokyo, work there and live there, just for my own sake, so that I'll be able to develop (do you say so?) as a person. I mean, if I'm struck here at home, I won't be able to do anything, 'cause my mum will and is doing everything already, even if I'm helping her with some stuff. Yes, only SOME stuff...

But, I don't know how to convince my parents... I've tried a couple of times, but it always ends up without nothing, or just jokes or nods, looking not-interested...
Well, I'll just start with searching jobs and place to stay, I've searched from time to time, but it's been too early to really decide something for real, since I even haven't convinced my parents at all... But after the skating season, I'll be doing nothing, which means I can be moving at the time doing something good with the time, and not sit here like a dumb-ass doing nothing but scratch my head day in and day out.

...I haven't been writing English for so long, I'm forgetting easy words...! Not good, not good...


Anyway, this is where I am today, and hopefully not be next month.

Long time, no write~

Wow, it's been a summer since I last wrote here..!

Anyway, I'm in Japan now!
So I'll be here when both GLAY and UVERworld are releasing their singles!!

And tonight, at Music Station, GLAY are gonna perform "I LOVE YOU wo Sagashiteru"!
I won't miss it! And it's live too! (^O^)

It's still summer here in Japan, althought the japanese people say it's already autumn... But it's because the schools have started and the summer vacation is over. But for me, the weather is summer!

Well, this is for now.

Rest In Peace

Rest In Peace

~ Mimmi ~

8:27 pm.

Happy Birthday Johnny & Natalie!

My favorite actor Johnny Depp and my favorite actress Natalie Portman shares the same birthday, 9th June.
Yes, today Johnny Depp turns 45 yrs and Natalie Portman turns 27 yrs.
I hope they'll continue to act many great roles in the future, 'cause I really love to see them on screen.

Happy TERU day!!

お誕生日おめでとう TERU! \(^O^)/

Today, Teru turns 37 yrs. Vocal of GLAY.
I wish him the best, and hope that he'll continue to be GLAY's happy vocal for as long as possible!


...I'm out of ideas of what to write... Ah, yeah, I can mention that GLAY will appear on TV as much as almost every day next week, starting tomorrow.
9 June - HEY! HEY! HEY!
11 June - Release of single "VERB", MUSIC ON! TV
12 June - Music Japan
13 June - Music Station, Music Fighter (also as opening theme)
14 June - Countdown TV

Hell of a week! (^O^)v
And much to watch=download.

So, this for today!
Once again, Happy Birthday TERU!

Mukatsukuuuuu!!! x(

Someone BAD-MINDED Bastard took my jacket and jersey-trousers yesterday when I was on my friend's graduation party..!!
I'm so angry, not only because I lost my things, but the thought about taking them!
Someone, it surely must be a girl, 'cause my clothes are so small, that even some girls can't use them.
My jacket is like over 2 years old thing, but the jersey was my coaching-pants!! I really need them when I'm on ice! ...But it seems like I have to buy some new... They were just great for me, and comfortable too! Damn this f*cking bastard who just had to take my things!!

The thing is, it wasn't just me who were robbed my things... When I got to the place were the party was held, today, to ask if they'd found any leftover things, they said there were many others who came by to ask for their lost things. Not only clothes, but things like ID-cards, other kind of cards, tickets, maybe even money. So my situation was a bit better than some others...
But the thought about taking others things! Even things that aren't valuable, I mean my clothes weren't of any brands or so, just usually clothes.

Anyway, I was so angry and bad-tempered 'cause of this yesterday night, that I barely could sleep. And it wasn't better when I woke up a couple of hours afterwards.
I was so bad-tempered, that it took me hours to control myself... I was even rude to my mum... sorry mum...

Well, I'll just have to accept the thing that I won't get my stuff back, whatever I think or do.
I really can't understand why, how many times I think.

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So, what I wanna say after this sh*t talk, is that I have one great dorama I can recommend for both genders, more to guys.
Kisarazu Cat's Eye
It even beats IWGP (Ikebukuro West Gate Park), in my opinion.
So, this Kisarazu-dorama has 9 episodes and one movie called "Kisarazu Cat's Eye Nippon Series".
They're just great! And in IWGP Special, they're in it in one corner! So funny!!
Check it out when you've got time!

So, bye then!